”History repeats itself”, a friend told me, if that’s so, does that mean that I will always be loser in love? That I will always be neglected and rejected? That it’s really impossible that I could be their first priority?
In my age, I had passed through different kinds of relationship, I need not to mention it, and maybe because it wasn’t really right from the beginning it ended bitterly. Maybe, I really should’ve make it right from the start, maybe I should’ve never done that, maybe I should’ve not tolerated that… so many regrets, regrets that will just trapped me to my old self, regrets that haunts me up to this moment. I promised to myself that if I fall in love again, I will make it right from the very start so that everything will run smooth, we might have problems or misunderstanding but we can solve it. We will be happy in our first date, while watching the sunset in the bay, so simple yet romantic. We will celebrate our anniversaries walking in the seashore, holding hands, forgetting all the pains of yesterday, overlooking the worries of tomorrow. We will plan the best wedding, as everyone witness our vows to each other they will testify our never- ending love. We will build our dreams together, our family, the number of children, the location of our future house, our dream vacation, our years together, our process of aging, our lives, our death…
“History repeats itself”, a friend told me, “but it might have a different ending”, she continued. Maybe she’s right I may have the same cases of love before but who knows, this time, it will be the end of a recurring history…
-charmz02/08/09
11:09pm
In my age, I had passed through different kinds of relationship, I need not to mention it, and maybe because it wasn’t really right from the beginning it ended bitterly. Maybe, I really should’ve make it right from the start, maybe I should’ve never done that, maybe I should’ve not tolerated that… so many regrets, regrets that will just trapped me to my old self, regrets that haunts me up to this moment. I promised to myself that if I fall in love again, I will make it right from the very start so that everything will run smooth, we might have problems or misunderstanding but we can solve it. We will be happy in our first date, while watching the sunset in the bay, so simple yet romantic. We will celebrate our anniversaries walking in the seashore, holding hands, forgetting all the pains of yesterday, overlooking the worries of tomorrow. We will plan the best wedding, as everyone witness our vows to each other they will testify our never- ending love. We will build our dreams together, our family, the number of children, the location of our future house, our dream vacation, our years together, our process of aging, our lives, our death…
“History repeats itself”, a friend told me, “but it might have a different ending”, she continued. Maybe she’s right I may have the same cases of love before but who knows, this time, it will be the end of a recurring history…
-charmz02/08/09
11:09pm
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